Time is the best healer, so u will be ok.. No doubt about it but it will take some time. U have to remember that everything is relative, nothing permanent.. And what happened is also good as it may happen afterwards also. So all is well. But u should see a psychiatrist. Along with counselling ,relaxatation techniques and therapy, if u take some medicines for some time like 2 to 3 months, u will recover soon..Keep urself busy. As u r depressed u need some medicines also.. Psychiatrist will help u to cope with ur emotional turmoil.

Hello. You have lost someone you cared for, and must be going through a difficult phase of life. Moreover, you may even be having feelings of poor self esteem and a sense of rejection. Talk to your friends and family members who have been in similar situations, stay engaged in activities that make you happy, and take good care of yourself. If you still feel unable to cope,reach out to a Psychiatrist. A psychiatrist is a neutral person, and will be able to help you deal with negative emotions.