Hi thanks for query. I am sorry for your situation, I appreciate your positive approach to solve this problem, your healing process has already started, sometimes sharing to experts makes better. But think for a while, every tough situation requires coping skills and again being prepared for next challenging phase, i understand you are feeling anxiety towards different areas, but any medicines won't make smile or laugh or control over any thoughts. It is in every one hand to manage it according to different situations. The psychological dysfunction will lead to changes in physical function. Approach any psychologist to guide and support to handle your situation.