Im sorry , you're going through this.
Its rather odd that you feel this , at a time when you should feel quite the opposite.
But what is triggering these thoughts ?
Suicide is definitely not the way, its not going to solve a problem just shits the burden to another person.
Nobody can fill your place.
Sleep issues can be fixed.
Sadness can be helped.
Try taking 1 step to get help. Consult a Psychiatrist.
Take 1 day at a time.
Answered2020-09-23 17:50:29
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