Hello,I'm really glad you reached out. What you're describing is something many people struggling with compulsive trading or gambling-like behaviors experience, and it can be treated. You're not weak, and you're not beyond help.
What concerns me most is your statement that "the only way this addiction can end is with me." If you're feeling like you may harm yourself or that life isn't worth living, please don't stay alone with those thoughts. Tell a trusted family member or friend today, or go to your nearest emergency department if you feel you might act on them.
Next Steps
I would strongly encourage you to visit my clinic as soon as possible for a comprehensive psychological assessment. Together, we can understand what's driving these urges, help you regain control over your trading behavior, and develop a treatment plan that addresses both the addiction and the depression you're experiencing. Recovery is possible, and you don't have to face this alone.
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Dr.Rupali mohbe
Location:208, CENTRAL, Sangath IPL , Motera , Ahmedabad, Gujarat
Health Tips
Stop trading for now by deleting trading apps or asking someone you trust to help you restrict access.