I feel my life is a tragedy. I'm born to experience pain. Nothing good will happen to me however I try. Sometimes, I feel to peacefully end my life as I lost hope. No one around me is aware of this except one. But that person says I'm making emotional blackmail but will not do anything. It triggers me to attempt suicide and prove the person wrong. Somehow, I'm escaping the thoughts but I get the same back after some days. Please help.