Hi. There are many things which are not clear and so nthg can be said what exactly happened why and how until u visit a clinical psychologist and get a proper eval done

Hey buddy Relax. I understand u feel shamed and hurt. Masturbating is normal and healthy. It’s not something that u can be held against for. U are not a pervert. I trust u and don’t think u have done any crime. I know u feel embarrassed having been caught off guard.

Hi Thanks for reaching out... from what you have written I am not able to understand the incident fully . But I am able to understand how you are feeling ... it is very upsetting and disturbing to be humiliated by peers... I would like you to be aware that masturbating is common and nothing wrong in it . Of course it should be a private thing ... if this is a one time incident then you don’t have to feel so bad about it ... I am sure all of us has done some thing or other publicly which is not appropriate and humiliate ourselves . If it in not stand alone incident then you need help.... talk to some expert who can help you regarding this. You are a good person that why you are talking about it and seeking help . Pat you back for that.

This is an incident which happened during sleep.one incident can't decide it. Stop thinking about it. This can't decide whether you are good or bad. What makes one person good or bad just a thought, there is nothing good or bad.

You’ve expressed your emotions in public which is socially unacceptable Next time avoid it

This is not a situation for a counselor to judge. The information seems less. Though you judging your self as a pervert may not be right, till will understand the complete situation.

Masturbation & night emissions are proof that u r man enough..chill it happens with everyone..u r not alone.