Hi Dear Please visit a psychologist Face to face ass soon as possible if you are getting suicidal instincts. Talk to your family and friends, share with them what you feel, and think is suicide the only solution. Every problem has a way out and a means to achieve a solution. Think of what you thought you want gain from your existence, try deep breathing in the morning. You are precious to someone!

Loss of interest, decreased concentration and attention, feeling low and disturbed sleep or appetite are some of the signs of depression. Consult a psychiatrist who will assess you in detail. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless, seek professional help immediately. Try some relaxation techniques like yoga, meditation and deep breathing. Indulge in hobbies. Spend time with people close to you.

Are you living with your family!? If so,  share with them the issues or concerns you have. Perhaps,  that may be of some help and support to you. Or, If you are staying away from your family,  do consult a psychologist immediately.

hi I think you are in some emotional disturbance, that is resulting disinterest in life and other activities. Every body has the capability to face the problem, especially when we are in different role of life we are in learning stage of every problem we handle, need to have patience and courage to handle the issue in a better manner. ending life is not the solution, there are different doors to come out just give a chance and search. don't lose hope / confidence definitely you will be in better place. take care . stay positive.