I want to marry my first cousin at the same time don't want to hurt my family members. I don't have my parents. So rest of the family members are going to fix my marraige within a month and I have to marry a other guy within one year what I don't want. My cousin is a final year engineering student who supposed to get a job within one year. I am not able to decide should I only think of ourselves and be together forever ( we will surely try our level best to approach our family members,) or think of others and live with a new person while dying inside, or stay alone without marrying anyone which my family will not allow it may happen that I have to come to streets? Can you please help me to decide