Hello,
I can try to understand the level of stress, anxiety and helplessness which you must be feeling.
I can imagine life is not seeming the way you had imagined or planned it which must be very difficult for you to manage and make some sense.
Take a deep breath.
Remove yourself from the situation which you are in mentally and physically. Give yourself a break, a breather.
Let's control and solve the things which you can do - 1. Missing your parents - call them please right now, tell them how you are feeling , communicate with them. They will not know how you are unless you tell them and be honest about it.
2. Gather your support system - your friends, your well wishers
3. Suicide, ending one's life is never the answer - things aren't ever so bad that we have to finish our living. Have faith in Urself. You are more than what you believe yourself to be. Live this moment first, live today first.
Please talk these thoughts out with your family or if not please seek mental health support.
Next Steps
kindly seek counseling.
you need a support system which the therapist will be able to guide you the best
Health Tips
if you are feeling suicidal please seek help immediately.
you are significant in other people's life.
do not despair.
stay strong