From what you have written here, clearly your relationship with your boyfriend is affecting you. 30 Sept is too close for you to worry about anything. For now you could put everything on a hold and try to focus on your studies. You can tell yourself that your boyfriend and issues related to the same will stay even after your exams and you can handle them better with a calm mind.
If you need to talk to someone you could consult me online.
Answered2019-09-16 09:02:47
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