Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. For such emotional issues medicine is just one part of treatment. In addition you need to follow few psychotherapy, excersise, dietary, lifestyle changes etc to get a complete cure. Consult a Psychologist to understand the suitable non medicine treatments that you can follow. Don't hesitate to consult.
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