In my family we never met hospital till 2017 except some seasonal problems like fever cold cough, we take treatment in rural health center r clinic, this feb 2018 my mom admitted in hospital for 20days in mangalore, report shows that she has blood clot in her leg (dvt) so now every 15days treatment given, this sudden incident make me sad, and little upset, worried more, because mind full of blind, i loss my job because too much leave cannot concentrate on work, after discharge from hospital we living with relatives it near to hospital, after 3 months i tired work near my relatives area, but i loose my confidence, unable concentrate, addicted to alcohol, now not able control myself, recently i read one article in newspaper about depression, i have fear to go hospital, which doctor to contact how to express dis disease, whar r the treatment r given, so please help me