I am seeing a girl now, and since she had sexual contact with around 8-9 persons, i asked her to get tested before we could move ahead in our relationship. She got tested. Now she is asking me to do the same which is logical. However, i am too scared for std test, like what if hiv comes positive. I mean it will ruin my life. I know its stupid thinking that and my likelihood of having hiv is extremely low as I had been only with 2 partners before being their first boyfriend that too 7-8 years ago. I never had sexual contact afterwards with anyone. Yet, i am scared as hell. Please guide me to overcome this fewr and get tested :(. This hiv thing is also creating anxiety for me that what if I have it!!!