Hello Friend, thanks for reaching out here for help. A key factor to maintain any kind of relationship is communication and its very essential in married relationship. In your case, I really need to understand where is the gap. It may bebis from your husband or sometimes may be from you. Many a time, we don't clearly communicate why we want and but expects them to do it. In any case, first you need a pair of ears to first listen to your problem and explain your stress. You may need a counseling assistance to assess your suitation. In that process, we can explore the solutions and options. You may consult me online to further evaluation.

To understand yourself and your relationship better, I suggest you to consult a psychologist, Marriage Counselor. You could choose either online or offline.