I always feel sad or empty and I cant keep a relationship because I manipulate and test people too much and I find it very compulsive, I have abandonment issues and im introverted, I dont like being stuck in a room where I feel like people may start to approach me. When someones becoming close to me I just leave them. I get easily angry and hurt. Ive been very self destructive and I hurt myself to feel something and ive taken drugs and alcohol for the same reason, what could possibly be wrong?