Thanks for approaching us. I can understand your situation and I know communication is most important skill in any field or anything. Very simple thing, you have expressed you concern here in the questionnaire column, its obvious that you have very good command in your language, it means may be you are scared / lack in confidence from so many years. Try to find out the reason for your anxious feeling, what is it that's bothering you. You can take counsellors help in your area and can overcome this negative feeling. stay positive. best wishes and have confidence with yourself.
Next Steps
you can visit psychologist near your area.