I really think you should take help from Psychiatrist.. you are suffering, and to take help you need to talk.. the help is available, you just have to take step for it..
Please consult nearby psychiatrist offline or online..
Whatever convenient to you.. you have to take treatment in the form of medication and therapy to come out of this. So please consult psychiatrist..
Next Steps
Consult psychiatrist
Health Tips
You can get better with help, so please take it. Don’t just suffer alone.