U must be very careful before choosing words in this platform,because it is not a normal chat,its a professional health related platform and we are here to help u.Slang is not a proper way in this case.
Ur conditions needs proper evaluation .So u must consult psychologist and go for counselling and psychotherapy, bcz it seems that ur problems may have deep rooted cause,which must be deal with proper way.
Answered2018-02-23 15:39:34
Let others know if this answer was helpful