Hello there,
The description of ur symptoms is not able to clarify exact reason for ur problem. This is going yo require detailed evaluation and ruling out possible causes for it being so after detailed history, examination and if required then some investigation. Without knowing the cause the problem can't be treated.
Next Steps
So it is advisable to see a psychiatrist of your choice and discuss in depth the queries they have. Hopefully this shall help u over come this problem. Feel free to connect again.