OCD with depression at such a young age, it's difficult I understand. Don't give up on life for a disease which is 100% treatable, it's not worth it.
Kindly confide in a family member or a friend and see a psychiatrist immediately. Change your psychologist if you not happy with her/him.
Next Steps
Please meet a psychiatrist immediately. I will be glad to help you. Get back to me.
Regards,
Dr. Priyadarshani Jain
Andheri
Mumbai