It’s begin I really don’t when , all I know is I was young my elder and younger brother we 3 were effected from ocd younger one get rid of it I don’t know how my elder brother pretend he is not effected but I have seen him performing rituals though he managed can control it much but I don’t , I perform rituals ever time many people noticed me mostly my family but I don’t accept my fault just because I’m ashamed of my ocd my life is so difficult because of my brain disorder it’s hard to live with it , it’s been many years I don’t know for sure may be 10 years or more. I have doubts being sure it is wrong Such as checking doors at night 2 to 3 times or washing my hand up to 20 times in a day and bed thoughts that I can’t control I have to perform rituals nonsense things my life become hell Can anyone one suggest Medicean which can not effect my sex life