Hello, Quick background, I'm a finance major who went into a completely different field- recruitment- that I'm enjoying, I'm good at, and growing at. I still feel that I'm overstressed on multiple (I will not say all) occasions. And I sometimes wonder if I make the right career choice. I drink a few times a week, and sometimes get blackout drunk. If it was rare I wouldn't mention it but it's atleast weekly. I portray myself as someone who is extremely self confidence but I'm not. I get nervous and I portray it. I don't believe enough in myself despite my credentials- srcc and lbs I am ashamed of myself in a way, so unable to speak to family as openly because I don't want them to worry. I know what I could do but not being able to speak to anyone about it because of pride and the fear of opening up, and not trusting maybe. I want to be looked up upon by everyone- hence why can't talk about my weaknesses.