Hi... This is an extraordinarily difficult time because of pandemic, lockdown, and also because of bad economy.
Everyone is suffering in one way or the other. But this is going to end after 2-3 years (2020—2022 mid.). We just need to survive this phase and things will get much better afterwards.
Your frequent fights with your mother are signs of inner conflicts and parenting issues. You need proper counselling to surface those repressed issues and address them.
You seems to be mainly worried about your future, both career and family wise because nothing is working fine right now.
Next Steps
Seek professional help and guidance.
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Mr. Gunjan Maithil
Senior Psychologist
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