I have been feeling anxious 80% of the time, overly paranoid about what people think of me and feeling like people are talking about me, don't like going outside unless it's late, suicidal thoughts on a day by day basis (self-harm) feeling at times sick, shaky, disconnected. I'm don't like going to the doctors because when I leave I feel anxious and paranoidand that it is all in my head and that I'm actually ok, I this is probably down communication as I have a aspergers.