In childhood I was bullied a lot due to my name and my face and once in tution when I was in 10 I was strip naked by boys infront of teacher and girls I it really broke my heart I didn't went out for 4 months and I almost  killed myself at that time but my dad motivated me And now at  age 24 Iast year in covid my gf did broke off with we and similar thoughts came into my mind  I was so disheartened that i did suicide it was a stupid move I regret it now but after that event I can't make eye contact with anyone except parents I. I love quiet places.i can't really stay at places with many people even I'm having problem thinking and sometimes I slur words and i have fear of loud noise I sweat a lot when I hear loud noises and when I see someone I can't really talk with them face to face and on phone this never happened in childhood but after this event I'm facing this symptoms since 1.5 year