U are having some relationship problems. It can be sort out ,but u need assistance. U need a family support from ur own parents, or from ur husband or from any good relative. U need a support from friends who are stay always with u when u are in problem. Lastly u need strong dedication and selfconfidence. Consult marriage counsellor or psychologist immediately with ur husband and talk about ur problems. Love is a strong piller which alone can save a relationship. U need to bring back love in ur family, with ur husband. U can also consult psychologist online ,by which u can 24 hrs can sty connected with a professional and take help for ur depression and also take care of ur anxiety and worries.

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your emotion and concerns.. In your situation, the key person who needs to be fixed is your husband. You need a marriage counseling support to discuss your problem in details to identify a agreeable solution. I am sure you are ready for it, but how about your husband ?. Would recommend you to take the counseling first for you, so that your are mentally strong to handle both your husband and in laws expectation.

I can understand your situation. I suggest you to consult a psychologist cum Marriage Counselor for a detailed understanding.