I'm very sorry that you've had to go through this. What happened was a serious breach of your privacy and trust. Being judged, humiliated, and having personal information shared without your consent can have a profound psychological impact.
Next Steps
The emotional pain you're experiencing is understandable.
The symptoms you've described—persistent overthinking, intrusive memories, anxiety, emotional distress, repeatedly reliving the events, and feeling overwhelmed for many years—suggest that you would benefit from a comprehensive psychiatric evaluation. These symptoms may be consistent with trauma-related difficulties, anxiety, or depression, but a detailed assessment is needed before making any diagnosis.
Health Tips
Consult a psychiatrist for a detailed evaluation. If your symptoms are significantly affecting your daily life, sleep, work, or relationships, medication may be helpful in addition to therapy.
Avoid repeatedly replaying the incident or engaging in excessive rumination, as this often keeps the distress alive. In therapy, you'll learn strategies to manage these thoughts more effectively.