I had a pretty awful childhood, mom and dad used to have huge arguments which most of them end by forgiving each other after one of them threaten the other by divorce. i was 11 when i saw my sister cutting for the first time ( she was 14 years old back then) i started cutting too when i was 13 years old since my parents are always having arguments over silly things. I've never been social i don't really have any friends. I don't go out that much and i have anxiety. I really wanna die