Hi....I dont know what is your state of mind while asking this quesgion as question framing is not right. First no clarity about ur diagnosis . From here very difficult to comment on your psychopathology. Even i dont know about compliance whether u r taking medicine regularly. Violence itself not  suggestive of hallucination. Some time chronic mental ailment cause some behavioral changes or people drveloped such kind of behavior due to being neglected and being exploited by others. One cant held anyone responsible for any problem only because someone is labelled with psychiatric problem. So consult with a psychiatrist who can listen you carefully and patiently and treat you after considering all facts as per my advice.

Hello, I can empathize with you...I feel bad for the incident also...See it's very important to have mental status examination..I mean Consult a Psychiatrist for detailed evaluation and Management of the case in person...You might or might not have  experienced hallucination but treatment of Schizoffective disorder should be taken regularly , and consulting a Psychiatrist will give you more information about the disorder and boost your confidence...Also your husband needs Psychoeducation ....if you have not been doing that then Kindly do it... regards