Helloo...Unless & untill u forget ur past .
..you can't go further...getting scared of a marriage proposal is common for a person who have had a break up....
Next Steps
U shud forget everything & give urself & also d girl ..a chance...not everyone is similar...go ahead.....
Health Tips
Meet d girl b4 getting married...know each other well ...then only get married...no need to hurry in such things...take ur time...& stop thinking negetively...Best of luck 😊