I am sorry to learn that you had to face such a tragedy at such a tender age. It has definitely impacted your mental health and well being. You have been Brave for so long and it's commendable. But some scars need to be healed from within. Allow a healer to do so.
Next Steps
It is advisable to visit a clinical psyhcologist / psychiatrist for detailed evaluation and further guidance.
Health Tips
It is advisable to get your
Thyroid profile and
Vitamin D levels checked.