You have anxiety symptoms and probably depression due to your psychosocial issue.. you need to discuss your personal problem in detail with mental health professional..discussing and ventilating about it will decrease your stress and it will help you to find out a way of dealing with it, which your brain is not able to think due to anxiety and stress
Next Steps
consult a psychiatrist / psychologist
Health Tips
Remember a thing there is help available around you . Just avail it..