You seem to be facing great difficulty in coping up with the current lockdown.
This stress of being unable to deal with the restrictions of the lockdown seem to be making you so hopeless and miserable.
Next Steps
you need to get in touch with a psychiatrist to plan a strategy of How to deal with this pandemic and how to handle the changes that have been forced on us by this pandemic.
Health Tips
regular exercise, nutritious food, regular sleep schedule are good starting points