Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help. Medicine is just one part of any mental illness treatment. In addition, there need to be behavioral therapy, lifestyle changes, dietary, excersise and meditation. Also medicine also create side effects. So better to reassess your current condition for a holistic approach, so that you can get a long term benefits. There are alternatives solutions without medicine through few home remedies and self therapies available from ayurveda. As I am also an ayurveda wellness counselor I can guide you on those options.