I'm a freelance artist and I work from home. My sleep schedule is a mess and I can't seem to ever fix it. I'm constantly trying to sit down and draw (work on commissions) but I always have trouble either getting started or probably working through what I've already got. I constantly find myself playing games instead of working. It takes so much effort to try and work, to draw. I can't even seem to draw things for my friends and I don't know why. I'm worried that I'm a disappointment.