I am not the way people think I am specially the one who loved me and whom I love beyond limits. He thinks that I am a lier and a very clever person he said that he loved me pfor my innocence but its actually nowhere present.he thinks I fooled him by telling continuous lies. Yes I did but unintentionally of hurting him I was very critical about my past I thought what he will. Think of me but in that I lost his trust but now when I promised him that I won't lie I am into forgetting things  it's not a normal behavior and he feels no sense in it he thinks I am again fooling him but now situation is out of my hands I don't lie intentionally but it happens itself I forget even the small things I have done or about anything even what I said then it looks as if I lie to him and made him fool but I don't do anything to hurt him intentionally I don't want to loose him he used to love me more than anything at that time but now because of my mistakes and behavior he is going far from me.