Hello, you have a very problematic condition, which can be understand. First of all you should keep yourself calm and try to convey your husband about your feelings and conditions. If he doesn't co-operate then take your family support unless you will suffer from depression or depression like symptoms.
Next Steps
If you have lack of sleep or poor quality sleep and lack of pleasure, few minimal medicines can be use.
Health Tips
Two useful tips.......
1. Family support.
2. Psychiatric consultation for counselling and medicines.