Goodday my Friend. I can understand your concern and interest to move out of medicine.
Your doctor had suggested these medicine to bring down the depression symptoms,.so that you feel better to continue your routine work.. So be confident and take the medicine as prescribed.
However, take a holistic approach to overcome this problem permanently by adopting certain non medicinal solutions to manage your mind and thoughts.
If you notice, the root causes behind your anxiety or depression is your anxious or overthinking or overwhelming thoughts or fearfulthoughts. Obviously medicine can't stop such thoughts. So you need to adopt few mind sets changes techniques or therapies to manage or control or divert such thoughts, so that you can overcome this problem permanently.
Feel free to reach me online or to analysis your symptoms to recommend suitable non medicine alternative solutions like psychotherapy or mindset change techniques, dietary changes, excercises routine, lifestyle changes and counseling guidelines.
Be positive. You will be alright soon.
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Be aware that, every individual is unique due to their upbringing, culture, society, lifestyle, environment, food habits, education, family values etc. So there is no one fit solutions for all. General advices, Google search, youtube videos won't give better results in handling individual's emotional disturbance. You need a have human touch to ventilate your feeling and emotions to identify the root cause of your problems . Then suitable solutions and therapies plan can be identified jointly.
Appreciate if you can take the next step by talking to a counselor/psychologist.
Go ahead and connect with any of us online for better understanding of your problems.