Hi
What you’re describing sounds like dissociative symptoms, especially the dream-like feeling and memory gaps around emotionally important events. It could be dissociative amnesia, but we need a proper assessment to be sure. It often happens as a way for the mind to protect you from emotional overload or trauma.
You’re not alone in this, and it is treatable. Therapy can help you gently explore and process these blanks. A psychologist can also run specific tools to assess dissociation levels.
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I think its underlying anxiety take therapy