Hi, It's been almost 7-8 years I'm away from home. I've this symptom of feeling low when ever I get rejected. I'm unable to handle that situation, sometimes I get suicidal thoughts as well. Sometimes I do masterbate 2-3 during this time. I consulted psychiatrist 5 months back for this problem, but he adviced me to start the therapy and to consume antidepressants. I didn't start this medication, as I was worried about its side effects on kidney, lever etc. Please advise me the next steps. Thanks