Hi... I hope your family is well informed and part of your treatment process. If not, please include them as early as possible.
Your treatment will involve a combination of medication and psychotherapy. I know some good psychiatrists in Bangalore. I will have to look for references in Ahmedabad but I am sure there will be good psychiatrists available in your city as well.
Use of medications (including antipsychotics) become necessary when risk to life is involved. Medications temporarily minimize the risk and Psychotherapy/Counselling (by Psychologist) help identify and manage core issues that are causing such suicidal urges. Please do not loose hope and seek professional help.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychologist.
CBT along with Lifestyle Guidance and Motivational Counselling using Existentialist Approach is required.
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