I understand you have anxiety issues from the history you have provided. These can be immediately helped to a great extent with medication, but going through psychotherapy or counseling will help you in the long run , and avoiding becoming dependent on medication in the long term . A combination of the both is ideal for most people.
Next Steps
I advise you to seek a psychiatrist or have a online consultation, to help you resolve the issues better.
Health Tips
therapy might not bring sudden changes but will help you in the long run