Hello, I understand your feeling and also your current condition. But I feel this happens with everyone as such but the only thing that doesn't happen with other people are getting. Heading after this episode. Yiure suffering headache because you're giving it too much and you're making it take your thought control. Under your negativity. you know everything is going right then you need to snap.out of your negative side or else every thing for now I'd fine but in future the thing you do might have an effect of your negative. Thoughts on them so just try to be psotive. Thank you.