I constaly fear about my future i thinks whats would happen to me after death of my loved ones .i am nostgalia about my past.i always thought why my childhood goes away so fast.i think my life events are passing so fast i am unable to focus on any present event passing events and moment makes me anxious.i think time is passing so fast this passing times and memories of past events makes me sad depressed and anxious.i can not even sleep at night proplery.i always in fear.i dnt want to loose my childhood and my family.i always want to 17 year never wanna grew up