Hi friend, you seem to be doing a lot of research about the problems that you are worrying about . Instead I think you should try to learn to control your racing negative thoughts and deal with them . Your fears rather the extent of phobic symptoms needs to be dealt with by mental health practitioners .
Next Steps
Psychiatric intervention & Psychotherapy sessions will help you to get a systematic method of handling your presenting problems at the earliest. Tele consult will help you these days .
Health Tips
Trust the specialists for a professional opinion rather than arriving at conclusion .