Hello dear, The description provided by you here is suggestive of a negative emotional and psychological state. A possibility of ongoing depressive episode, anxiety disorder, adjustment disorder, dysthymia, thyroid ailments, anemia, maladaptive personality, along with psychological and social factors will need to be considered. Hence I would suggest that you seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you for comprehensive assessment and management. You must seek treatment for your health and problems, so as to realise your potential and regain contentment and remove these distressing symptoms. Do not delay in seeking help as that can lead to chronicity and complications. However please be well assured that your condition can be helped with proper guidance and treatment. A combination of medication and psychotherapy is usually well suited to such conditions. Hope this helps you. best wishes for your health and future. Regards Delhi Mind Clinic