I understand your concern. If you are suffering from anxiety symptoms I suggest you get a consultation with a psychiatrist for medications. Self medications may lead to unnecessary addiction. Moreover if along with alcohol the physical problems will only worsen. However anxiety is easily manageable with appropriate treatment. Some counselling sessions also along with medical help might be useful for you. I would also be more than happy to help you with that if you are looking for online assistance. Discussions will be held confidential. You can directly consult with me through Practo as needed. Online chat consultation is also available.