Hi , ur details are minimal and can acknowledge that u can't share much on this platform. But anything is workable. Since u have moved away from that relationship, good things are bound to happen. Healing will happen with u allowing it to happen. Embrace urself and don't feel guilty or bad abt urself. Wud suggest u to consult online if workable for u so that can support u to move over it with acceptance and be free n with life. Tc. Thanks