Dear, Suicide is not the solution. I know you are not that weak. A year ahead you will be 18. Old enough to take your own decisions. I am 30 still i always need someone to guide me, suggest, help, listen to me and lend me shoulder to cry. I mean to say that it doesn't matter how old you grow, you always need someone to listen to you. Go talk to your Mom or dad, brother or sister, close friend. Anyone who can just listen to you. Don't worry, no situation can be so tough which can break you, rather it will make you tough and strong. Be a man. Go fight with the situation. If you need help , go consult a Counselling psychologist. Take care

Loss of interest, decreased concentration and attention, feeling low and disturbed sleep or appetite are some of the signs of depression. Consult a psychiatrist who will assess you in detail. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless, seek professional help immediately.

I understand your situation. If depressed and suicidal you need immediate psychiatric assistance. Please talk to your parents about the same. If they want further clarification about it I would be more than happy to help you with that. Don't worry your problem is easily manageable. Some counselling and medical help might be useful for you. If needed you can directly consult with me through Practo chat.