No words to explain my problem. All the time I think how pathetic is my career and life. I can never be happy. Even after spending so much of my parents money I have reached nowhere in my career. I think myself as a utter disappointment with no positive future prospects. I am constantly stressed and think about the bad things that other people ( closely related to me) have said or done to me. Getting married has not brought any brightness into my life. Its worsened the situation I guess.